At home alone with my sisters , sugar cookies, unlimited supply of food and cable tv is pretty darn great. I could get used to this. Too bad another foreigner is entering my life for the 7th time on tuesday night. Shucks.

anyway, training was painful, the bruise (a size of my fist) edmund gave me really stings.

and dont worry your not the only one I've let down. I've heard those words far too many times but they always hit right in the gut. I'm sorry for being sucha screw up. I'm a pretty fucked up kid.